me and my real person

I finally knows wat I realli wanna to get in my life ... I never feel so excited the throbbing of my heartbeat is so real like I ve never feel before...yes, at tat time I felt once alive, truly alive... the real person taT I realli wanna be is me ot any body ...

Winter illusions...

My first day of the very first winter season... I woke up saturated with beads of perspiration....I had a terrible nightmare... I saw demons noooo....I should say it is something much more evil maybe it is cox I watch the horror anime tat is abt : Akuma I not only saw demons but blood, someone lying inside the elevator covered with blood, it seems more like a pool of blood and all the ground were stained with crimson blood...everywhere and the vision was so clear tat I nearly fainted...